do you know who i am?
....do you even know who you are?

i found this, but somewhere along the way, i lost myself


about me
JingWen.
The adjective which only belongs to her, crappish.
[♥] Nan Hua High School, 209'09.
[♥] NHDS, BATCH '95
Like SHINee, Justin Bieber and SNSD
Getting older on 26 August, the same as her buddy Yanting.
In relationship with Amanda, JingLin, Yanting and Valerie and all her girlfriends.
Jealous much? :D

Just a click away
According to alpahbetical order

Alfreda
AmandaTan

ChanHong
Cheryl
Claudia

Evelyn

HuiHui
HuiPing

JoannaT.
JingEr
JingHui
JingLin

Kelly
KitYarn

Leila
LingYuan

MayOng
Michelle

Natalie
Nicholas

Sherye
ShiLei
SiXian

Valerie
Vanessa

XuanLin
XueJing
XueNing

YanTing
YingPei
YingYing
YokeKay
YuWen
Yvonne

Zoe

P.S sorry if i didn't update your new links. Just tag me alright?

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Thursday, December 31, 2009

Okay. I’m gonna end this year with a bad note first before I end it with a good note. Ok many things have happened recently. New shocking matters have popped out from nowhere and caught me off-guard. I’ve just realised the true side of the people around me. I was really speechless about it. I really don’t know how to deal with it.

P.N. now I know you’re a A.S. {personal verb} Do understand that what you did has to account for such an opinion against you. Yes I don’t know if it was a deliberate act but yeah. Also, I don’t like people who take advantage of the situation which is a winning stand for you. It may be just a simple matter but it can account for the theory behind it. It wasn’t the first time, and I know it’s not gonna be the last. It happened twice in a day, which seriously and frankly, displease me. You can be ignorant to my feelings, now and in future, but now I just want to spill it out and for my ownself to read. You may not know, but it is itching inside my heart. You may not know, but I’m very sensitive to that. I’m trying to back off but you just keep inching towards me. You’re keeping me on the edge constantly, which I’m really exhausted about. I want a carefree life, not a constant bugging to no end. I’ve controlled this undesired vent inside me, but I hope to be able to say this now on the last day of the year.
Everyone's changing, but the pace is far too fast for me too catch up. I'm getting old :P

I hope to forgive and forget, laugh uncontrollably, smile always, and to love truly. I want to be happy everyday, and not be a worry freak. I’m a monkey yeah, so bananas is my taste. Not so literal, but bananas mean that everything is just as pure, which I cannot find the perfect word to describe. I know this sound weird and but yeah, this is me. So guys, let’s be ourselves and be happy yeah? Let’s all not ignite all the hidden agendas inside ourselves.
On a lighter note, I hope everyone have a happy new year ahead. Start afresh and do everything that you’ll never regret.

Dance has been revolving around my life lately, which yeah, has good and bad times. Some of you are unhappy with me, but I’m truly sorry. I mean no ill intentions. I don’t know why, but I feel emotional now. I feel deeply attached with dance, this big family which has made me realised that school isn’t just about studying. Give and take has been in my vocab book ever since dance entered my sec school life, but it never seems right. Ah well, let nature take it’s course. Ok this may sound crappish but yeah, let me rant for this once?

HAHAHA ok I’ll cut the crap now. I’m listening to the radio and they are playing Hot ‘n’ Cold by Katy Perry. It was the #12 of 2009. They censored the word *itch which was somehow funny when it was played out. Now it’s down to #11, My Life Would Suck Without You by Kelly Clarkson.

posted at 5:04 AM by !JWEN268

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